INTERNAL, EXTERNAL

I can't continue to stay sane. Talking about what's on my mind would be the smartest thing to do but everyone gives me a careless pause. Nobody understands, nobody can give me a respone, nobody cares. I have some serious issues on not being able to sleep, I have to find another job that doesn't trigger my health problems, I have to talk to my girlfriend's family about being with her and taking her to prom and I am being depended on by my family in taking care of everything that has to do with us moving to another house but it's reasonable. In topic, I can't wait to get out of this fucking house.

I don't know, I just don't know. I might go out in general or hit up my friend's house later because I need to smoke a blunt or some shit. I am so stressed out.